DADDY

Daddy daddy, why’d you have to leave?
Didn’t I look like you enough to make you stay?

Daddy daddy, I bought green-blue eyes that match yours perfectly.

Daddy daddy, why the fuck did you abandon me?

Why, why the hell would you run away?

Daddy you should have been here to make me smile.

Have you lost yourself along the way? Then how? How did you get so late?

But daddy daddy it’s ok, just love me a little while.

We can have ice-cream instead of dinner. We’ll be golden, daddy.

Cause I’ve got new green-blue eyes that macth yours perfectly.

Daddy daddy, come play with me.

You’ll teach me how to bike, and we’ll ride to the moon, daddy!

We can play endlessly and we’ll never have to eat carrots again

CAUSE DADDY I BOUGHT GREEN-BLUE EYES THAT MATCH YOUR PERFECTLY.

CAUSE DADDY I DON’T WANT YOU TO RUN AWAY.

I used to be so ugly and small, look how fast I’ve grown.

Am I pretty enough for you now? Will I ever be?

Cause daddy I’ve got new green-blue eyes that match yours perfectly.

And they itch, and they burn, and they ache.

I don’t mind. I’d glue them up if it made you stay.

But daddy I would have loved you. I do love you, I do.

Daddy, I’ve bought green-blue eyes that match yours perfectly.

And they don’t change anything. They never will.

And I still feel unwanted. Unpretty. Unworthy.

But when I see those green blue eyes in the mirror, it’s like I have something of yours to remember.

Is it possible to miss someone you’ve never met?

But daddy you didn’t stay.

You didn’t love me. And now nobody ever does.

Maybe the scars you’ve left are too ulgy to be looked at.

But what’s uglier than being a coward?

Daddy, daddy, I’ve bought green blue eyes that match yours perfectly.

And you can stick’em up your fucking ass.

Cause I’m strong, and pretty and worthy.

Cause I’ve got hazel brown eyes just like mommy.

And they’re perfect. And we’re perfect.

And we don’t need you. We won’t need you.

NOT EVER AGAIN.