words never said

It hurts me to see you stumble in my direction while I'm diving into you.

You make me feel unworthy.

You make me feel like I'm not enough.

I swear I'm trying.

Trying so hard to respect your space, to let you take your time.

And I wish I wasn't so fucking sentimental.

Maybe it's just the way we're made. 

Our gears don't work quite the same.

But you got me in your hands.

Maybe this is my fault, you know?

I know, I know I give in too much.

Maybe I should demand more.

What can i do? You make me breathless.

I just can't say no.

I'm not sure if it's you or is it my mind I'm losing?

But I can hear something cracking in this maze of insecurity.

And I don't know how long I can bear myself from falling apart.

sparkles

do you ever feel happy in a way it seems you're shinning?

i get that a lot now

perhaps that's why i wear this glossy glitter all the time

to spread sparkles over your body using mine

perhaps i want the world to see you shine

as much as i do when you're around